The Changes....

The Sunny Windy Gloomy Sunday
Sundays will always mean waking up late for me if only I don't have any shifts on those days. Today is one of those days that I could wake up as late as I wanted to, and I ended up wake up around 11am this morning. I totally had no plan on what to do today so I just cooked my breakfast and texting with a friend and we came out with a plan. We ended up going to a cafe not far from the city center as part of our cafe hunting. It was kind of the cafe that has a very warm and welcoming atmosphere followed by the classic and unique style as part of the cafe signature.There were huge choices of food and beverages but we decided to have the host's recommended desserts. It was such a legit experience overall, and I even captured one of the spot that I love most from the cafe. Classic, unique and smart!

It's been a lovely day since the sky was so cheerful today and meeting only one friend wasn't enough for me. Later on today, I ended up having tiny reunion with 2 other friends. Good conversation, 'smart' joking, and personal sharing, such a quality time, as always :) So here is our picture, I just don't wanna miss the moment.

Let's refer to my title for today which is "The Changes".  I was supposed to put on another topic until I faced this certain situation few minutes ago. My mood was totally dropped down by the situation and I can only share it into my blog, that's all I can do for now. I will skip what has actually happened in the situation and move on to what I feel for it.
Time has passed by and I just realized that everything has changed as well. The most important thing is, people have changed into ways that I can't even realize and describe. The one that used to be the stranger just became your close friend and the one that used to be your bestfriend just changed in days and turning into someone that you don't even know anymore. Someone that you thought as a bad person is actually the one that's doing nice things towards you, supporting you when you fall, always there for you when you are down. On the other hand, the one that you thought will always be there for you as your bestfriend is actually the one that will never be there when you need them and the worst part is, they don't believe in you anymore as what they used to do before. They are just gone. You just have no idea what is actually happening in between. Maybe I should just forget it and move on, but that's not what I want to do, this thing can't be solved with this way. I'll try my best to figure out what has happened and if things don't work out maybe I'll just leave things unsaid. There's one thing that I can never do, hating people that betray you or unforgiving people that made mistakes towards you. They used to be my friends and for whatever reasons they will still be my friends, even they don't feel the same for me.
I learn something from this situation, I will just need to deal with it and move on to what I need to do, but there's no way for me to hate people. All I can do is LEARN LEARN LEARN. Maybe I need to evaluate myself and learn from my mistakes, but if you are really my friend or I can say my 'true' friend, you are the one who should tell me what I've done wrong, not the one who leave me after my mistakes.
I've been writing such a messy story today and my feeling has been so random since I got that situation. Thank you for your time to read this topic and I am sorry for making you feel bored by reading the long long story above.

With love

Sylvia :)