What If..

Days have been so random which I can't even fully describe what I want to achieve from what I've been doing. Became a very moody person the last few days, enjoyed time with friends and prefer to be alone on the other time, it's just unpredictable. However, today has been quite fun by spending the day meeting new people, learned their culture, got chance to know different ways of thinking, every single thing was just new to me.

Since I still can't put my mind together on what I really wanna share today, I'll just do a simple topic, what if..

What if,

I decided to stay in my hometown rather than studying abroad...

> I might not be the one like what I am now. Have to live alone independently, take care of myself, be as     brave as I can to discover new things, studying and working at the same time, cook for myself, make my own decisions, try as hard as I can to avoid sickness, having heaps of idea in mind on what to do in my future. There are just too many things going on in my life that I might miss by having that decision. 

What if,

I can eat everything I want without worrying about obesity, diabetes, and health problems..

> I'm sure I'll be the happiest person on earth. I can't even describe how much I love food (eating). I'll definitely eat everything I want and whenever I want to, try new desserts without worrying about the sugars and fat, try new restaurants to discover their foods, having snacks next to me when I'm in front of the laptop every single midnight, having nutella and cupcakes as my main meal (I wish to). Never feel like I need to do some exercises and running as a purpose of losing weight. 

It will be so perfect if the reality speaks as what as I expect. 

(As I have a huge crush in Nutella, cupcakes, and red-velvet cake here I post some pictures below :) )

What If, 

I can share my feeling to the person I like/love and anybody else without worrying to be rejected, hated, or people making fun of me and everybody is against me...

> There will be no more sleepless night because I spend the whole night thinking of the people I like but don't know what to do, always feel reveal because I can say what I feel about people (like/dislike, agree/disagree), I won't end up stalking my crush's facebook rather than study and doing assignment because I want to know what's happening with him, no more tears and depression because I hide my feeling too deep even myself isn't strong enough to handle it anymore.

There are just too much, everything can happen instead.

I know this part may sound a bit too dramatic but I believe it happens in the real life, some people can deal and face it but some people decide to remain silent because they aren't strong enough to be rejected and get hurt..

>> I was supposed to discuss another "what if," above based on the reality I've seen out there, but I haven't got really good ideas about it. If you have any ideas, I'll be more than happy if you can pop your comment below. 

So here it is "what if, I'm falling in love with someone that is taken, I've got a very strong chemistry with that person, I've been trying to remove the feeling because I don't wanna break someone's else relationship, but it didn't and never work out"

Hope you enjoy the topic I chose today. See you again soon!

With Love

Sylvia :)