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Holla again everyone!
In fact, I'm not feeling well from the past few days but I hope everyone had a great week.

HAPPY MONDAY :)

Excuse the picture above, it was taken few hours ago, when I could just stay on my bed as the result of my sickness :(

Let me put another self shoot I took a day before I got sick. haha

Well, I'm not going to write a long one today cause of this sickness. I'm just gonna share some things need to be shared. 

So, my birthday is coming very soon, a week from now. Yeay!! I can't even describe how excited I am right now. I'm creating a wish list, and in fact this is just my own list. They are the things I'm in 'desperate' need of. Hihi.

I love shoes and I need new shoes! Chucks, boots, until ballet shoes.. I wasn't quite sure why did I give my favorite white chuck to charity 4 months ago. hmm

MAC lipstick may be the one I will go for. They are just amazing

More accessories please! (Some of my friends won't be surprise about this one since they know I'm a big fan of accessories) :D

PS : necklaces included :p

Those stuffs above are just my wish list and I believe it's acceptable for everyone to have their own wish lists for their birthday, I'm just one of them :)

There is also something I would like to share regarding to a friend's opinion given to me earlier last week. This person actually told me that I've changed a lot for the few months. This person couldn't also tell me whether they are the changes in good or bad ways. I've become colder than before..

First of all, I wanna thank this person for telling me this. In fact, I'm still in the process of figuring myself out. There have been so many things happened to me during those months that are powerful enough to change me as a person. My way of thinking, my attitude, how I treat people around, these are the things I've changed so far.. 

1.) I realized that I should stop being too nice to people when some of them will just take advantages of it and I'll end up getting hurt. It's been happening a lot and I'm quite tired of it....

2.) I realized that community out there can be pretty harsh sometimes, and some people need to behave according to that. We can't just let ourself drown by that situation while we have some other options to choose from. Be strong!

3.) Sometimes, we need to be such a pessimist. It's kinda unfair when you are so optimist about some promises or someone and then that someone changes without reason and promises are broken. So you will end up getting hurt, again... 

Those are just some examples I can put so far.

At the end of the day, you, yourself are the one who know who you are, what/how/who you wanna turn to be in your life.

Quote for the day 

With Love

Sylvia

UNTITLED....

Back to Monday!

First of all, I wanna state the reason why I put 'UNTITLED' as the title of the blog today. It's been a week since the last time blogged and there were too many things going on that I can't even share whole of them here. I've been struggling with myself trying to come out with an appropriate title but it seems like didn't quite work out..

In a nutshell, my last week was pretty much filled with exams, outing with friends, a bit too much dating with my bed (sleeping), and of course working on the weekend. In fact, I was supposed to write the blog earlier last week as a request from a friend, but I just couldn't come out with the topic and didn't quite have the mood to write. 

Below are the pictures I got to take during my Friday outing with friends. It's a night at Silo, movie played was Willy Wonka and for sure heaps of food stalls! 

Check this for more pictures :

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.4650905319605.1073741829.1502424852&type=1

They are gorgeous, aren't they? :D

Let's move on, since it's been a week, there must be so much learning I got, for sure. 

I learned something about friendship, which I realized that people may have tons of friends around them but will all of them be there when you really need them? Will they be there for you when you are having a hard time? In reality, there will only be 'some' of them that will be there for you. 'Some' will be most likely two out of 50. 

I am so lucky to have these certain friends (which I can't mention their names) that will be there for me seconds right after I ask for their helps. The helps can be vary for small to big things. Apart from that, it just feels good when these friends will still value us as their good friend after such mistakes we made in the past. 

Another learning I got from the past week is, some people just need to be awake from such a sadness, waiting, or disappointments.. It's acceptable when we say time will answer everything, but some people just misunderstand that and end up trapped in the world of hopeless, sadness and emptiness. Yes time will answer things but you, yourself need to work out what you deserve, start to move on, see the world out there and love yourself more. There's no point to waste the time stressing over someone that treats you what you don't deserve to be treated. There's no point sitting down waiting for miracle to come and change everything for you. 

In fact, I have passed through moments like above and indeed I was struggling with myself to get over it. There's no such a thing like "Let It Be" for me, sometimes we are the one who need to work things out, and everything is started from ourself. No one else will do that for you, except yourself :)

Quote of the day

Take a good care of your health, people.. Winter is coming....

With Love

Sylvia 

Could It Be Another Change..

Hellooo...

Hope everyone has been having a great week so far as it has been a good one for me, indeed. 

If I can actually be honest, this week has been up and down for me. Fortunately, I can manage those down moments with at least a smile..

I'm not going to share much what's been happening for the past few days, because I'm more interested in sharing things related to the movie that I watched recently. 

This movie is called "The Perks of Being a Wallflower". I believe it may sound familiar for some of you. I also wanna thank a friend of mine that took me to watch this movie. :)

This movie itself is a simple one, not a complicated love story, but the whole meaning and purpose can be related to everybody's situation. It holds both happiness and sadness aspects, and all will be depending on us, how we see and perceive things and thoughts from this movie. 

In fact, there will be so many emotions going on if I have to think back about the whole story. So I'm going to quote some of my favorites phrases from the movie.

All the phrases below are written by the author himself, Stephen Chbosky.

“we accept the love we think we deserve.”

“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.”

“Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody.”

“So, I guess we are who we are for alot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”

“Enjoy it. Because it's happening.”

“She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time. ” 

So as what I had said, they are just some of my favorites. They have the certain meaning for me as I believe they will be felt differently by different person. 

Indeed, I am still so excited about that movie, until now. 

Let's move on.. So I have just filled the past few days hanging out with friends, enjoying life by eating a lot and karaoke. I also realized I've been eating way too much these days, desserts especially. 

Oh well, it isn't good to waste time if we have the options to use the most of it, and in my case it's coming from foods :D

There you go, some of my eating madness. 

Here are just other photos of my friends and myself (for sure) that I got to take during the past days. 

What I can say about these past few days, people will always aware of the changes that will happen in their life, regarding to friendship, relationship with family and the one they love, everything can change just as fast as flicking fingers. I also realized that we can be the one to decide the changes we are going to make in our life. We are the driver of our live and before we start to drive the life, it is important for us to love ourself.

Quote of the day :)

Hope everyone has a good weekend! :)

With Love

Sylvia 

My So Called Easter Weekend

HAPPY EASTER, EVERYONE!  

Hope it's been a good Easter weekend for everyone. 

If I can share what's been happening during my easter weekend, I will prolly say there's nothing much happened. As how it should be, I went to church during the holy week, by myself. It was kinda sad to be at church without anyone you know or perhaps your beloved ones...

Friday, 29th March 2013

My Friday was such a great one I reckon. Nothing much happened during the day beside church. Later in the evening, I decided to go out with friends because I felt like it's gonna be a fun night and I needed one. In fact, the night turned out to be an interesting one, in both good and bad ways. Got see to see someone that you haven't met for awhile, someone that you have been wishing to see, but you can't really do anything about it. I couldn't figure myself out in that night, should I be happy? or should I be upset, again?

Saturday, 30th March 2013

My Saturday was just like how Saturdays in general should be. Apart from that fact, I tried to be a little bit creative during the day by baking some muffins for Easter. It was my first attempt and I can 'proudly' say it's not a bad one. :D

Done with the baking, I had to rush a bit to get myself ready for the mass at church as if ever I'm late, there will be no more seat left for me. Fortunately, I arrived earlier as what I expected and indeed I enjoyed the mass overall. 

I spent pretty much the rest of the evening with friends after the mass. Done the meeting with some friends, I went out to meet other friends again. It was a non-stop one, but I can say it was such an enjoyable one! 

Sunday, 31st March 2013

As what my Saturday showed above, it seems like I crossed my limit a bit. I spent too much time outside without thinking about myself. I ended up being so sick on Sunday as the result of having not enough sleep and a bit effect of the weather. 

I felt so terrible that I couldn't get out from my bed, followed by my eyes that couldn't stop tearing. I was just so sick. 

Today! Monday, 1st April 2013

I can say I'm getting much better today since I had a full day of rest on Sunday. However, my eyes didn't seem like it, they are still mean to me, they are swollen and keep tearing..

I'm so glad to have such an awesome flatmate that cooked lunch for me. It just feels so nice when you know that someone you have never expected to be so nice to you actually cares about you so much. So, to my flatmate, thank you so much! :*

Later today, I got to meet my so called twin, flatmate, bestfriend, or even sister. I haven't seen her for nearly 2 months since she was busy travelling around New Zealand. We spent our time by sharing out what's been happening with us during the time we were apart. It also felt so nice that I could share to her what I've been going through for the past months. And because she is my 'twin', she pretty much knows and understands everything about me. I'm just so glad too see her again :)

Gisele and me <3

So that's all I want to share regarding my Easter weekend. It's been a fluctuated one from good to bad. However, without wanting to waste my time complaining, I enjoyed pretty much every second of it. 

Quote for today 

With Love

Sylvia